Tuesday, February 05, 2019
Chapter 8: The fire keeps burning
I turned 27 and I don't know what to feel - honestly. Happy at some point that Im here at the place where it all started. Scared of what the future holds. Fear of being alone for rest of my life - I even told my loved ones to have a raffle draw; me being the price. Lol.
But of all those feelings I am suprised that somehow I am excited. Excited of those 'what ifs' in life.
1. What if I will found the one? (seriously not a prince - done with fairytales)
wouldn't it be exciting to get to know him? (Trust my insticnt, I think he is near to Earth)
2. What if I will travel more this year?
You will never know when will you next book your ticket! Opps! And leave.
3. What if I will have more genuine friends?
You will never know when you will find a pea in a mountain of haystack
4. What if I will know myself more?
Fearing of being alone is somehow a good thing because at the moment in life..I got to know who I am and what are the things that I want - what I really want.
5. What if my career will be better?
Opps! It is already the best for me so far. Thank you Lord!
6. What if things don't turn out right?
Experience is the best teacher anyway.
And the list could go on and on but I would like to thank all the people who has been part of this crazy labyrinth so far.
To all those people who walked away and I left behind, we met for a special reason. Let us be better for others.
To all those who stayed with me at my worst - I love you. You kept me all alive.
To all those who hurt me - all are forgiven.
To all those new people whom I met - you have a great soul. A keeper for sure.
We may drift apart but we will always come back to where we started.
Life is beautiful in its own personal way. 🧡
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